Until I am old enough to die.
I am ok with going any time. I just don't want it to be painful. I get to do almost nothing that I want to. No sex, my dog died, don't get to do much for enjoyment. It is pretty much eat, sleep, watch tv, get things off of high shelves, repeat.
I cannot get the cars that I want, the pets that I want, the clothes that I want, or even the food that I want. I seem to exist as a industry for others.
Go to sleep, don't wake up sounds good.