Don't wash your dirty laundry in public.. so assuming that at least one person so will read this here I go..
Three years ago my husband and I worked full time and raised a great son. Everything was hunky dory then my husband lost his voice. He lost loads of weight and looked terrible. I implored him to go to a doctor but he said there was nothing wrong.
After a year of me nagging, pleading and yeah getting a bit thug life on him he went to a doctor.
Suddenly we are in a whilwind of medical activities.I'll Leave that out but it was within two weeks.
Anyway, he had cancer of the larynx that had spread to cartridge and was directly connected to his smoking. I did not smoke at that time.
So a big op, it'll be 13 hours on the table, risky buisness.
I deliver him to the hospital the night before the op and when it was my time to go, hubby said he would have one last smoke. .. and I said OK I'll have one too.
Anyway, here is where we are today. I put on 15 lbs while he was in hospital for weeks and still smoked. I've lost the weight but not the fags.
My husband is alive, thank you NHS, .I've lost the extra weight bur still smoke
I guess I'm saying, if I don't sort myself out, and hubby went through hell I'll be dead before him...
Sp Monday 9th of January I'll attempt to get off the fags abd now I've gone AOR public about it, I'm accoutable to someone.
Thanks for listening